KitKat baby

phew…woke up in a rush this morning..had a very early-unreasonable-crazy-insane morning class -7am ??? who in the world has class at 7am in the morning? even school dont start That early man! furthermore..i slept around 1am last nite.. thanks to erm..hehe "friends"…:) really..thanks…hehe..but ya..i woke up at 6.55am as my alarm rang..then finally got out of bed around 7.15..i know i was late but i couldnt be bothered..i was so tired..then rush through my morning routine and down the stairs..manage to catch my sista JUST BEFORE she stepped on the accelerater ! phew..thank God.haha..but guess what was the funny thing? on one hand i was holding my socks, the other hand my books and slippers on my leg!! hahaaha..n my sista was like..whats the socks for? look at ur feet! and i just threw the socks to the back of the car n slept while she drove..hehehe

class was good..i think..i was the 2nd gurl to arrive..hurray! amazingly..3/4 of the guys were already there..i was really shocked! haha..respect to u guys man.. manage to stay focus but i must admit..tears were rolling down non-stop (yawning tears) ended around 9.30 am..then took a long walk home since nichol didnt come for class-lazy bump..then reached home..collapsed right on my bed.. awwwhhh..i tell you, it was like heaven! fell asleep straight (change to shorts first of course ) then feeeeoooww..dreamland… was good and for the first time im proud to say i manage NOt to dream about timothy n i yay..finally.. coz since the start of my exam..urm..8may every single nite without fail..i see "us"…so yea..it was a dream about other guys this time..haha..this time both of the guys were already working..not dat hot though :(..we met around the shopping mall..thank God i didnt give them my phone number..haha..dreamland is really dreamy this time..even nicole coloured her hair RED !! hehe..then..so happily woke up being proud of myself for being able to "move on"..haha then my darling radio JUST HAD TO play the most sadable-lovesong-at that time - Destiny by Jim Brickman..then started laa all the wonderful thoughts..haha..sad sad…

Got up finally around 12pm…cooked noodles with my fav -soft tauhu !! yummy..ate while watching the desperate housewives series- indeed i might just be a desperate chic…hahhahaa..touch wood..then laze around..too lazy to do my work..then played around with the new comp my dad bought had to install the new messengger and gosh..all my stuff was gone..all my songs, photos and documents..yeap including the love emails i kept..:( i hope God is not trying to tell me something..hehe hint hint.. had fun uploading my photo album..:)

i kinda realise alot of things..including refreshing my memory when i read the mail from my aunt just now..some of the words really hit me..hard..hehe.. which is good in a way let me quote some of them..here goes :

GOd wants us to practice on earth what we will do forever in eternity. We were made by God for God and until you figure that out,life isn’t going to make any sense.

Life is a series of problems : either you are in one now, you’re just coming out of one, or you’re getting ready to go into another one. (trust me,this is SO true ) The reason for this is that God is more interested in your character than your comfort.GOd is more interested in you than He is in making your life happy.

We can be reasonably happy here on earth but thats not the goal in life. The goal is to grow in character, in Christ likeness.

God didn’t put me on earth just to fulfill a to-do list.  He’s more interested in what I am than what I do.That’s why we’re called human beings, not human doings.

We need to ask ourselves: Am I going to live for possessions? Popularity? Am I going to be driven by pressures? Guilt? Bitterness? Materialism? Or am I going to be driven by God’s purposes  (for my life)?

No matter how good things are in your life, there is always something bad that needs to be worked on. And no matter how bad things are in your life, there is  always something good you can thank God for.

till next time !

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