Silence fill my room
Silence fill my room..i am so all alone..I’m dreaming of you..wishing you were lying here next to me..I’m thinking about how we used to be.. the way we hugged kept me warm,the way you stare amuses me, the way you annoy me makes it even harder to bear :) I can still picture how we were under the moonlight staring at the highway.. i wanted so much to just hold you once more..then suddenly the phone rings..and its you on the line..all make sense now..even the tears dat kept pouring had manage to stay still..
guess its kinda weird to look back and dream.Although its just merely a memory, i still remember it like it just happened yesterday. Its one way i can fall asleep (unless I’m dead tired..haha)
Its sad that it had to end this way, but i guess without it ending it we’ll never know what went wrong. Isn’t it much more clearer now how we took things? amazing as it is, I’m still the same.
Its funny to think how I’m never tired to put us through hard rock and roller coaster killer rides and never grow weary to bring us back down safely..It just gives me more courage to do it all over again when we somehow got to get out of it safely and learn more about each other.
It tore my heart into two when i realized what i did to you. Apology not accepted for it is just a word.Easily said not easily cured.
Understandable..but hey, I’m only human 
Life is like a game, a journey with many roads..taking one and always looking back is one of my mistakes..i must admit..but through all this, i know somehow He will make us both a better person.
So take caution and take care for the things around you may seem permanent and secure but you’ll never know what might happen..overnight..especially with a gal like me 
