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Saturday 24 June 06

8.30am- got up to get ready for school - needed to present gift to Dr.Asmah for merasmikaning some Anugerah Cemerlang majlis..

9.15am- phone call received from Senior assistant (how in the world did she get my number??) saying the headmistress decided LAST minute to give the gift to Dr.Asmah (thank God i havnt change!)

10.00am - dad was relieved i didnt have to go to school so we can leave for kuantan earlier..bathe,change,checklist and breakfast.

10.45am - argued with everyone because i wanted to follow my sister’s car but my ANNOYING brother had to want to follow her and my dad had to want me to follow him…arrgh…

11am - pick grandmum up (not the bday lady- mum’s mum) then off to Kuantan..sister went to aunty’s house to finalised the family photo slide show..

1.30pm - arrived at kuantan (dad was driving as though he was an F1 racer) wanted to wait for relatives but they dili-deli and were still at Karak so we ate lunch at Capitol Hotel Chicken Rice..dad’s fav..

2.15pm- check in at M.S.Garden Hotel ..didnt know my aunt booked 12 rooms!! haha..very good service

2.45pm- went to shop at Mydin with dad then back to the hotel to nap.. obviously i did not..haha..dad slept in his room,mum n grandmom went to Megamall to shop and i was in my own room-alone..haha..Loved the toilet!! I watched Japan’s football replay n some korean love show then fell asleep coz it was sooo cold!

4pm- sister and relatives arrive at the hotel..(the noise begun) hehe.. sister came in the room and collapsed on the bed beside me..shewd brother away to my parents room which is like 6 doors away!! the guys were sleeping just opposite my room- we know what will happen to night..=p

5.30pm- last minute touch up for the family photo slide show.. rushed to the toilet to bath,thank God i won the room was freezing as i just came out from the shower! changed then went to the guys’ room..

6.30pm- left the hotel (supposed to leave at 6pm) to the restaurant..

6.45pm- arrived at the restaurant, greeted and wished grandmom and got angpow!! hehe..help to set up the laptop,OHP,entertain the guest (alot of my grandmom’s old classmates and friends)

7.30pm -dinner + performances + speeches + cake-cutting + photo snapping

10pm- family potrait on the stage - grandmum+her children, senior citizens, the young and cool ppl (tat includes me) , cousins+parents+grandmom

11pm- trying to decide whether to have "durian supper" or go to the beach or poker in the hotel room..(btw, nothing worked out..haha)

12pm- got ready for bed, went to the toilet and realise there was no toothpaste and my darling wonderful sister also didnt bring hers (dad always bring so haha..took it for granted -woopsy)..so went to the guys room just opp n guess what…they DONT HAVE EITHER..yucks guys NEVER brush their teeth! so me and my sister had to "one two joos" to got to my parents room to ask..i lost and i had to walk 6 doors down IN MY NIGHTGOWN BAREFOOTED while "sum ppl" was talking on the handphone..dad was brushing his teeth but he was kind enuf to give the toothpaste to me..hehe

12.30pm- finally slept off..super exhausted..twas freezing..had to roll myself up underneath the blanket+comforter+pillows..lucky my sister didnt pull all the blanket for herself..haha..

Sunday 25June 06

5.15am- dad gave me a wake up call (which it didnt work by the way- he doesnt know how to wake me up..haha)

5.25am- he called me again and this time he made me visualise my mother’s face if i was late- coz she’ll be late for her class..so that made me got out of bed..hehe..obviously i RESTED for 2more minutes :-p

5.40am -waited at the Lobby with my grandmom- sister was still sleeping soundly in the room as she’ll be driving home herself later..arrrghh…

5.43am -met my parents, put luggage in the car..haha this is the funny part- i could not open the car door..WEI its 5am+ in the morning and im not fully awake..so i cudnt pull the door open and my dad was next to me and started laughing calling me "tofu"…n he open the car door for me..hahahhahaha.. sad sad..

8.15am- arrived at KL (yupe daddy drove at 200km/j)…road was quite empty la but on the way a car overturn and a huge major accident happened.. neways..ate breakfast at section16 then drop my mum off to class..and grandmom back home..

pictures taken at the dinner : (may click on the pic for better view)

hehe..school was great…created or came up with a SUPER Fantastic Emotional poem..haha..my teacher’s words- she teared ok!! hehe..enjoy,

Although it seems we may have drifted apart,

It doesnt mean that i love you any less,

For love has a special way of overwhelming the heart,

A provision for tenderly tiding up any emotional mess.

Sometimes we need our own space to understand better the life we both embrace,

That only means that my care for you grows deeper.

And not that i’ve become some far-flung wanderer,

Instead i’ve grown to wield my own inner light

So, dont you worry, I will be all right.

While sometimes the things that matters most - are usually left unsaid but deeply felt instead.

All of the times that i’ve been with you, this is what i have felt.

This, you must know that watever life may bring in time to serve,

Just remember that you will always have my Love.

hehhehee..crying yet?? ^_^

i had a bad day..cant possibly describe it in words..but i had a BAD day! Have you ever felt at times when there is NO more point in living? Have you ever felt that the worse it yet to come? Did you ever knew that what you have done not only affect the person you hurt, but also to yourself? Have you ever been hit by SO many unexpected disasters- ONE AFTER ANOTHER all in 6hours?Whats worst, your period came on that very same day!!!

Well thats how far i can tell you my day was.Learnt alot of lessons in life - the HARD way. Why why why??!! God help me, God please provide, i know You will and i give you my trust and my life.

ARGGG…no more mood no write ad.till i cool off. –

Things i need to complete and get over with…this year hopefully =)

1. hug mummy -Mothers’ Day

2. hug daddy - Fathers’ Day

3. get baptize

4. study for trials - september, SPM-November

5. Driving license

6. find happening people to go travelling after SPM

7. find sponsor to go to Japan -all volunteers are most welcome !

8. buy the bride teddy bear to match my groom teddy bear from lovely lace

9. read whole of the New Testament…

10. body waxing  >.<

11. swim with Dolphins!!

1.No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won’t make you cry.

2.Just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to,  doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

3.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can’ t have them.

4. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

5. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

6. Don’t cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

7.There’s always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

8. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you. (yup,i understand now -hehe)

9. Don’t try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

10.REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

* a tribute to Diviya..cheer up gal! love u lots *

What i want/NEED when i move out and when (YOU) build my house (husbands of mine wannabe…listen up! haha…)

1. Washing machine- trust me, it saves u ALOT of time..unless u want to wash my clothes for me..but hmm no i wont let u, u dont wash them cleanly..:P

2. Refrigerator - duuhh..didnt u read my profile? i need to eat at least two types of vegetable/ fruits everyday- so i need a fridge!

3. Air-cond- i know im hot, therefore aircond is a necessity..not so much for me, but for you! you dont want to be all dried up when Ure with me rite? haha and besides..making out in an air-conditioned room is much more romantic n effective- dont ask me how i know this, i just DO ^_^

4. my own treadmill - incase on rainy days i still need to work out

5. my own wardrobe divided into FIVE sections - how many square feet i’ll decide and inform you later..#1- clothes #2- lingerie #3- heels #4 - handbags #5-make up and other accessories. DONT ARGUE..u can have your space too, not enough? get a bigger land!

6. a jaccuzzi in the room - preferably in the toilet..so i wont wet the whole room…

7. room must be fully carpet-ted , thus you will need to get a vaccum cleaner.. and no..you will be using it most of the time so get one with the colour that you like..if you would like to Plleeeasee me, get a baby blue colour..

8. i need a balcony outside our bedroom - its a nice place for me to do my quiet time- either before i sleep or early in the morning..you can read your newspaper there too provided you do not leave your leftover snacks and coffee!

9. Plasma TV - flat screen - clear n sharp colour - located opposite our bed.. you can watch football games only when JApan or Brazil is playing.

10. All bedsheets and comforter must be 100% cotton if not you will sleep in the hall.

Thank you for your co-operation ! Compromisation can be made only when im in a good mood.

Love ya lots..muax!

uhhh…i almost woke up late this morning :P…i think im having a problem of stubborness to wake up in the morning…haha..cant blame me, i had two weeks of pigginess ^_^ but anyways..like i said, almost..hehe..school was great…wait.. lemme rephrase that..it was just merely good..i guess..

let me explain why…haha.. first thing in the morning..i had a huge major misunderstanding with me best fwen =( we erm..sort of argued..on the way up the stairs..i admit, yaya..its my fault..and im sorry..but we didnt talk the whole day..we didnt even see each other as a matter of fact..sobzzz.. then before assembly..was walking arn with div..then the SMART GENIUS school cleaners forgot to put back the drain cover on the drain..u know that small long black cover? yea..so we were laughing our heads off (as usual)..n i didnt look down n my foot steped into the drain and i hurt my knee!! err..not really my knee, below my knee (donno what part of the leg is that called)..hehe then both of us started laughing over it..twasnt really hurting though..but like..i was staring at it the whole time..coz i think there was a slight scratch..but still!! it might turn into a scar !!!!!! now i cant wear skirt anymore

after assembly..everything was fine..i guess..was back to class for results.. had a lot of fuss completing n updating some PEKA thingyla…timothy was ANNOYING me..gosh..i donno how or why i lost my temper at him- i practically screamed the whole first two periods..stupid boy..he knows i hate chalks..somore go draw on my table,around my chair,play with my hair, sprinkle glitter on me, and worst, everything i say or do he has to connect it to sex! -irritated- but he finally back off..as i was losing all my patience..haha..err my results was shocking.. it was a miracle..really..thank God for it anyway..buuuuuut..on the other hand.. err div’s results wasnt that good..at all..i guess..add maths was her "thing" and i must admit, getting a B for it was a NONO for her..most of her other results went err quite down la..n i guess she really broke-down today..first time i encounter her crying..for a reasonable thing..haha..but ya, to see her, my crazziest and most cheerful friend cry was one of my fears..i mean i almost cried too, but i thought if i had, then it would make things worst so i stayed strong n prayed for her.. twas mainly coz she was going through "love dilemma" during the exam period and getting together with the WRONG guy..well at least she realizes it now.. n is really eager to change her ways n START anew..i mean its not wrongla to have a boyfren/ close partner of a different gender..but time management is a MUST HAVE.. but i was going through a depression/confuesed/sad/angry/watever u can think of at during the first half of the exams too..n i was pretty sure my midterm results would  be down the drain..but thankfully God had mercy on me amen. Dont worry, we both are starting to be serious..haha…i hope..and hopefully she (div) will move on..i told her not to look back n keep on regretting..theres nothing to hold on anymore - same with my case..so just continue living..im already way past that..so i know =) so all of ya’ll who know her..even if u dont, im asking for your prayers that she will be strong and not lose focus ever again (especially with the new guy shes after- or more like hes after her) yupe, i do believe that " its never a Mistake unless/until u repeat it"

anyways…in class after her dilemma..we started laughing n chatting again.. n i tell u..my erm (below my knee) part..turned BLUE BLACK..i was Horrified!!! i tell you, HORRIFIED…i almost died looking at it..haha exxxxegerating, i know but anyways..there was this red cute spot right in the middle of the blueblack.. div said it was my blood that was clogged…i really hope it dissapear n recover soon..my legs are precious to me =) n it kinda hurts when i bend it…gosh i need to practice Captain Ball n this happens to me…ahhhhhh..hehe guys, make sure u put your focus AWAY from my legs..hahahahaha… oh..and after school, walking down the stairs..i nearly fell..again..coz i missed two steps..thank God div was beside me..hand-in-hand we were walking n she saved my life - from embarresement n maybe another scar…haha..thanks wei..i manage to work things out with sherlynn before i went home..yay! true frens never hold their anger for long i guess, i hope

Apart from the common "fruit of love" , children are also known as parasites…yupe, that means you and me too

While in their mother’s womb, they suck up beneficial nutrients and oxygen for themselves.After birth, they drink their mother’s milk besides causing them to gain weight.While they are growing up, they tax their parents’ time,energy and attention to the limit as their world revolves ONLY around them.The strain and stress brought about by children can cause a rift between husband and wife.Children who never stop asking "Why" will start to challenge a parent’s confidence. The teenage years are when they start draining money and sanity by challenging every word his/her parent says.And when they grow up, they flex their wings and fly away with all the joy and fun. Finally after their parents have breathed their last, we children will take away all the material wealth that they as parents had struggled so hard to accumulate..

So why do people still have children in the first place??

My dad says : Having a child gives me a chance to return all the things i have taken from my parents.Without them, i wouldnt be here.Its the same with you, i’ve taught you to be grateful and to return kindness. There will be a time for you to spread the message of love when i no longer can do so. (a tear rolled down my check..:P ) The joy you bring me far outweights the negative things.Parasite or not, i have not regretted having you.

NOW i see why everyone still strives to have children (besides having them by "accident"..hahaha..so hehe..i cant wait to have mine!!

Happy Fathers’ Day daddy..i Love you  

oooooo….friday morning..y’all know what that means!! friday nite party!! hehe.. the weekend is near-not like it makes any difference oso..been having holidays for 2weeks now..and..its coming to an end…noooooooooooo =(

neways..word of advise : when you want to express your love to someone in words, make sure you dont say "I love you, forever"…because, you never know what mite happen ya sure, choi!! you u definately want it to last "forever n ever"..who doesnt? but instead, you should say.."I will love you for eternity’.. eternity doesnt mean forever..but rather it means AS LONG AS IT LASTs… now isnt that more suitable?? so…hehe =p

All of us , i believe have past experiences which we regret or mistakes and missed oppurtunities that still cause pain. These feelings i think…shows that we’re quite human and have a heart and a conscience. However, these same emotions can be deadweights that keeps us from moving forward in life.. Losing ourselves from this negative emotions is difficult unless we’re willing to let go and let God heal the wounds. Remind yourself that everyone has negative experiences.It also helps to realise that we end up the loser by dwelling on what cannot be changed..like for eg: bad exam results, disease, injuring someone or worst, causing death. Holding on to the bad memory only allows the damage to continue into the present..but what about holding on to the good and sweet memories??

hmmmmm..now theres the question!