KitKat baby

The title says it all - its a Chocolate Day for me!! i had Cadbury Hot Chocolate for breakfast..after lunch, i had 14pieces of Cadbury Dairy Milk Chocolates while doing my work, then after dinner i ate the new KitKAt ice-cream..which was LOADED with chocolate cream and of course my fav kitkat choc stick ! and right now, as im blogging while waiting for ’someone’ to finish doing his LAST MINUTE report..im drinking Hot Chocolate i just realised it and thought of blogging it .. hehe, its definately a date for me to remember- 24 Aug 2006 , the day that i have consumed the most large amount of chocolates in many different forms of my life!! haha..wat a wonderful memory

but but but, if pimples start popping out tmr or day after, u know i’ll be blogging to complain and regret what i have done on this memorable day! haha.. or or or..if i gain 0.5kg more, then i think i would have to buy a spare keyboard to replace this one.. *winks*

~chocolate addict~

bad bad day…first thing i woke up..i spotted the most horrible thing in the world a girl could ever ask for!!! two…wait make that THREE freaking horrible annoying irritating Zits on my face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:-(   obviously the first person i talk to in the morning was my ‘mangsa’..haha poor tim..wat to do..next, went to school and sher lynn was my second victim to complain to..haha..she was like erm.."look at mine?!" haha..not much fun la.. then fren-nisshah was being super emo so early in the morning..when i asked her, she just kept quite so i couldnt be bothered and continued on with my next victim to complain to ..haha my guyfrens..they’re the best la..they’ll make u feel so much better..but some of them wont even care! *looks away* then diviya came along..haha..yay this is when the fun starts for sure..first thing she saw my face,she just knew what i was going to say..and she said "you dont start ah!! " hehe..but i just couldnt resist..so the whole day our conversation was " DIV, can you see my faaaace??!!"  and "brainy, can you see MY FIST??!!" ahahhaha..

but..ya, how i’d wish the whole day was joy and laughther..but my other third quarter was in pain n sorrow - miss Ong..she well urm..just got out of a relationship..understanding la rite? but ya..something Far Far FAR worst happen.. and believe or not, when i heard it..i teared..just one or two drops..n i thought it would stop but no..it went on and on..so three of us (me,div n nic) took 45mins extra class time and we spent it together quite far away from the school block (not counted as ponteng ya, sisterhood gathering only happens once in a pinkish moon! ) anyways..ya we were in a really quiet area and everything just came outla..wow..i never knew i would cry that much again..not after my breakup..but this was just different..the funny thing was..div didnt cry until she saw me crying!! then we all just hugged so hard..(its hard to hug three persons together u know) anyways ya..dat was erm..basicly the saddestes part of my life..for now. Still sad and "mourning" by the way.. but i guess in this case, i believe and trust so much in God that he will provide and make a way when there seems to be no other way. hmm, to make matters worst..when i went into class..i was cooled down and settled..then (im sitting right at the back with two clowns n nisshah is sitting rite in front) i saw nisshah crying…like really crying as how i was..so i was "SIGHHH" and quickly ran to the front to ask her how she was,wat happen, etc..then found out some really erm..bad things happened to her..so just gave her a few comforted words n make sure she was smilling before i left back to my place..thank God she was ok after that haiz…life is pretty saddening these days. but im glad and thankful that i have almost everything God provided me with -a great family,caring friends,best boyfriend ever..so far :P, good exam grades.. so far too :p , a comfortable home, daily expenses, enough clothes and food…many many many ppl dont have these..some even none.. so we should start praying and appreaciating everything that we have and try to be there and share with those who are lacking of anything. =)

^^tats all for now^^

Life is good.

Some new things i found out about myself today !

1. I not only have cravings for Cadbury and KitKat but i have a new favourite chocolate - Maltesers !! (only at KLIA) infact im eating ‘em right NOW! =) so no more KitKat baby..its MaltesersBabe now :p

2. I figured out that i eat alot (chocs expecially) when im upset or stressed out. - i think thats how i found out that i have a craving for a New chocolate brand

3. I dont think im as interested in medical field like i used to anymore.

4. I cannot do trigonometri no matter how hard i try.

5. I can stay away from all kinds of misleading if i REALLY try.

6. Having kids are no longer my primary focus after marriage.

7. I seem to love Indian food..alot (i use to dislike them..alot)

8. i can be quite paranoid sometimes but i do not like overparanoid ppl though

well..thats about all for the day..oya..something just hit my mind..so lemme share– I think guys/girls who enters a relationship/ infact just get closer to someone with the intention of INTIMACY desires is a ridiculous and most unconsiderable person on earth! I think that the main focus for NOW, in a r’ship is to build a really stroong bond and foundation between you and that special someone. Becauseeee :  no foundation = no gurantee. simple. Having a strong foundation will hold you guys on to as far as marriage and beyond. After marriage, i think that you’ll have more intimacy then u can even dream of, so why now? why rush and put it as ur main goal to get closer with this someone when it only last you TEMPORARY-LY? Marriage = intimacy for a lifetime. SO just be PATIENT and wait. For guys even girls who "dont think that far" but still are looking for intimacy and physical closesness, i suggest you go to a prostitute centre and not hurt the innocents here. Intimacy comes naturally when there is love.i think. erm..dont ask me why im blogging this.Maybe its just coz, i think ppl around me nowadays are doing that.And yes you SHOULD stay away as far as possible from these kind of so called "people". Do you believe in the quote - When GOd closes a door, He opens a window for you? well, i strongly believe it in, just that i needed to edit it now..God closed a door for me, but He then opens it once more again. *Winks*

two more papers to go - BM and Addmath..phew..i dont wanna get out of here.. i wish i somehow make time pause for a while and let me enjoy for a while. hehe..but guess what..its august already..soon it’ll be my trials, then one month nonstop grasping and digesting knowledge then the whole of november to spit it ALL out! haha..im SO excited …not to sit for the SPM exam, but to watch it GO BY and NEVER COME BACK!!! hahahaha…*excitement* 

hehe…hiii..to "some ppl" who complained…sorrylaa..busylaa or more like Nothing to blog about…but heres somthing today la

Wow..looking back these past erm..2-3 days, my level of moodyness was like.. haha maximum man!! dont ask me why..just felt so uncomfortable - hotty weather..didnt want to see anyone, didnt want to talk to anyone either.. cant sleep cant study but..hmm can eat lar..hAhaa..thanks for all who took the effort to cheer me up! =) even to those who tried-wanted to try.. but hmm.. i got my "P" –> girls language..today ..so hurm…it mite explains Everything! made a few "end year" resolution and stuck it on my wall..its like so huge so i will remember what n what NOt to do..here are some :

1.Cannot get upset over minor even major things that happens..          

2.Must compromise - mum,dad,lynn,bryan,tim,diviya,nicole etc…

3.STop being a shopaholic!! MEGA SALE will come again!

4. MAintain TOP priority - SPM!! means less going out, less onlining, more revision, more studying!

5. STOP DAYDREAMING !

and a few more…private stuff

haha owh..today went to school..was great! feels good to be back..not to the responsibilities, but to my friendS! three days of not being in school really caused me to rot !! got a "CHIiiiiing, i missed u so much" from some ppl at skewl.. aww.. so sweet..they were the last person i thought who would be missing me.. haha.. but thanks..everything was great..had english,physics,history and EST paper today..knowing me and diviya and timothy..sitting right at the back.. things we did …ahem..they did during the papers..haha..believe it or not, there is not one day where i did not laugh in school this year..thanks to those two brilliant clowns la..haha

got tuition later…arghh… not exactly looking forward to the august holidays.. weird ar..haha..nola..coz erm..this holiday i guess would be non-stop revision for trials la..so like =( owell, the year is coming to an end.. so cant wait for Christmas!!!!! well..gtg now.. will try to remember to blog some other time..tata!