Its either the Worst evening, or the BEST !
SUnday morning…mmmm 
woke up extra early today…i think im too used to waking up at 6.30am every morning for college =p hehe anyway..waited for my monkey to call..but he didnt..coz normally i wud wait for his call then oni go and bathe..n it was like 8.03am ady..so i thought maybe he wud call when he reached..but noooo.. he called when i was bathing !! haha the scene which i was hoping to avoid but..owell.. :-p church was greatla…although i donno why i was emo-ing in the beggining..u know that feeling of hate towards ur emotionS? ya..dat was me..stuggling..i hate being emo and i extremely dislike causing ppl to emo because i emo..grrhh..i think dat happened like too many a times already..so there i was, praying hard to God to ease my heart..quieten my emotions and to just offer a worship that was acceptable to Him..true enuf, He answered my prayer as always..Sweeling pop up beside me and things started to turn around..then looking at tim beside me got me all excited and happy all over again =) we were ‘bad’ ppl..didnt stay for the sermon this morning..went for breakfast instead..haha =)
Came home..studied…ALOT for biology n psychology…exam next week :-S then played around on the comp..did english research proposal…iron bryan’s unforms..did alil hse work..n slept off on the bed while doing chemistry tutorial =p..hehe was listening to music after that while waiting for tim to come home from church.. i think i waited for almost 2hours plus n i cudnt tahan..brought myself into dreamland n slept peacefully then nicole called..it was already 5.15pm !! we’re suppose to go pasar malam n park together..so she said 5.30 (i think) n i cant remember what else we talked abt.. so i had to call her back when i was fully awake =p..then tim FINALLY called..that also i wasnt fully awake..but i was happy he is finally home..well not to me, but just home 
then re-slept back for abt 20mins that nic n div rang the bell..n i had to rush down .. hehe
we walked to the park..(1st time we all three get to park together after like almost one year) coz normally its always either me n nic or me n div oni…so YAy..it was fun !!! i reminded them that tim told me twas raining on his side of town so it will 99.99% rain here too.. n they said okie..we will leave before the rain comes..then we walked,talk,laughed ..sat by the stream on the rocks and talk.. apparently..ALLOT of things happened..dont think i shud write it out my blog here though..but generally was abt div’s renewed relationship,nicole’s guy POP the question..n my own horrible emo-ing self in my relationship..told them abt my inner ‘problems’ with tim recently..with my emoness n crappiness.. coz i never know whether wat im feeling shud even be felt..i mean is it right to be this way? do i have a choice? somtimes i just cant help it..div’s point of view was dat she n i was going through "college pressure" dats y we are so emo with our darlings..but im not sure myself…nicole on the other hand just cudnt really think wat to say..all she said was.."but you’ve been together for a year"..haha she ah..haiz..anyways ya..i do feel terrible after talking not so nicely to tim..n tim,if u are somehow reading this blog of mine, know that im turly EXEXEXtremely sorrie if i ever caused u to be hurt or even have the SLIGHTEST doubt of me…i really honestly need to learn alot, but im not giving up, never will i hope..n i pray dat u wont either…so anyway..hehe talk talk talk until the sky turned grey then BLACK..dat was when i was pestering them to move their ass..but nooo..still continued talking,laughing n crapping..then a drop of water fell on my leg..immediately i got up n told them to MOVE IT ! finally they realised it was pouring n they got up!
we fast-walked back home..up the hill..then suddenly the rain got heavier n heavier !! we started jogging up..but div wore slippers so we all decided to walk with her…best part was..div n nic wore WHITE tops and BLACK bras’..hahahaha..i on the other hand.. wore my pink mickey mouse top n MAROON bra..hahahah wei..its counted better than them okie! so it got even worse..it rained so heavily that we decided not to run coz we were all drenched inside out anyway so what the heck..then i started jogging ahead of them for the fun of it..then nic n div shouted.." Baywatch! Baywatch! " hahha then i stopped and started laughing…half of my hands was trying to ‘cover’ my body n another half was wanting to wipe away the driplets of water on my face!! it was cool..as we were walking up the hill on my road..the cars coming in front of us was slowing down towards us..haha..nicole knew they were ‘checkin us out’..haha not very good..coz we were very the transparent !! :p then we split n went back home..came home SUPER DUPER wet..like just finish bathing !! daddy was shocked to see me at the door!! hehe =p suppose to go to grandmum’s hse to eat but dad bought back my fav briyani rice so we all ate at home!..
so yea..im guessing the time i had with my two sista’s was either the best or the worst ! ahahaha..n im deciding now, it cant get any better!
