should i miss you ?
Tim is in Jeram Besu right now..he left this morning.. we were talking on the phone…as far as i’m concern,he said that he WILL misscall me as a sign to indicate that he had arrived safely. That was my only reassurance that he did.SAdly, for whatever reason that might be, he did not. I was all stressed out and pressured in making a decision on whether or not to hand in my EST SPM paper for a remark.. n here he was, being as irresponsible as ever not bothering to call or even msg me!! o btw, i did send it all the way to Putrajaya..now, im kinda regretting it..feeling really down and hurt..but at the same time, trusting in God and recalling his Grace to me helps alot! Amen. Anyway back to tim…so i msged him..did he reply? nooo..i do remember he said he made sure he topped up before leaving..n for what may i ask? u mite as well just dont bring ur fon instead! so me, as usual..being compromisasive.. waited till evening..n i decided to call him..had a bad feeling already..twice his phone rang and he did not pick up..perhaps hes eating,perhaps hes bathing..perhaps he did not hear..i had to call his ex-gf..yup, just imagine!! n she said "yea…tim’s here already"..relieved as i was ..at the same time really mad at that guy! errghh..commitment n understanding as if ! =@ not going to let that CONTINUE to ruin my day, rushing through assignments..havnt got a chance to study yet.. stressed out..lonely..n finally wondering whether i should miss him or not.. *frown*
