KitKat baby

ever wonder why the sudden change of thinking you could have in a spilt second? thinking and talking of the best things in life that could happen..and then before you know it! there..the worst choice you have made??!! could it be?..naahhh..maybe…naahh..n then missing those sweet moments again..

yes? no? well..believe it or not..it happens..often you ask? i wouldn’t dare give an answer..its more of .. i’m not sure..its pretty weird myself to be in such quick change of thinking in my mind.. question is..can it, will it ever stop ? thank God am not acting on those thoughts..ppl would only be thinking what freak of all undecisiveness i am!! Haha

somehow..once again..i wish upon a star..to see the future..my future..at least the near future..no one would want to put her whole heart into something, into someone and find it all a waste..yea sure some experience may be gained..but..sigh..no one ones it at all in the end rite? i guessed so

anws..2more weeks..new environment..new ppl..new faces =) but then again..new personalities, new attitudes, and maybe just maybe more conflicts *pouts* ..im three quarterly excited..just reli worried abt the toilet conditions =p  ‘eyeer’ —-> dats the most frequent word you’ll prob here me saying! unless..somehow..hmm i dono :(  Yea, i’ll be missing alot of things back here.. alot of people here.. those who have touched my life, those who have been there for me through thick and thin and those who are so crappy..but hey, whats life if you always stick with the same people??!! get out n get wild! =D

well..you mite guess what time it is now..mmmm..lets see.. its… 5.30am !! no, i did not purposely wake up to write this post.. n no, i did not lost track of time either..let me explain..bear with me

today was i guess..great? naa..cud call it a good day lar..woke up arn 11am..laze arn in bed..then finally got up..seeing that i slept in a beavers’ dam for the past few days..i decided to clear up my table.. separated all my SAM books to which i think would be useful for college n which will not..cleared out quite alot of junk..then straight to my dressing table..phhoww..make up accessories are everywhere!! earings,neclaces,bracelet and watches…what a mess i have made..haha..cleared it all up..vacuumeded my whole room.. change my bed covers..was done at almost 12pm..did daddy a BIG BIG favour by doing his laundry..folded all the clothes (almost all la) then came online..chatted, edited pictures, checked for movie screenings etc..

ate some stuff..then napped awhile..woke up arn 5pm..decided not to have dinner with tim..played badminton with bryan..annouced a ‘ladies nite out’ which worked out pretty well..(coming up soon) mmm..then bathe..watch ‘Friends’ while waiting for daddy to bathe..then Nanny McPhee came on !! never watch the movie before..but it turned out pretty well so i wanted to watch the whole movie..but dad wanted me to go for dinner…:( so off we went..to centrepoint Dragon-I bryan annouced at dinner that today was a WEDNESDAY NITE so sarcasticly..(he has tuition class) n dad totally remembered n stared at him…but bryan started laughing thinking what success he has achieve to make my dad forget!! haha lazy brat..anws..we went straight home after that..but mum n dad went out again..donno where they went la..it was 9pm sharp.. Nanny Mcphee has JUST ended…what perfect timing anws.. got on the comp to pass dad’s bday pics to his frens..called the girls.. sher lynn n camen came over..then we went to pick the queen who took pretty long to come out of the house..miss ong..

we went to ss2 Char Chan Teng..took like 30minutes to decide what we all wanted..told myself NO COFFEE…then saw the ‘yingyong’ milk tea..looks great..n i thot that it wud help me sleep as it is MILK..we chatted…some ppl teased me like crap n i told them that they all cud walk home then..haha then they stopped sher had driving exam tmr so we didnt stay too long..we left by 11.10pm la.. drove home..went into the hse so nervous-ly as a lot of robbery crap has been reported recently..

continued with the pics i left off..while waiting for my boyfriend to get home..arn almost 1am only he reached..*pout* haha…anws.. we hanged on the phone till 2.30am then decided to call it a nite.. he went to bed..so did i..HOWEVER..i cudnt sleep..went to pee at 3am.. went downstairs to drink choc milk at 3.40am .. then to pee again at 4.15..msged nicole..she slept ady..sheesh..then on the radio…tossed, turned, do whatever it takes to sleep..but no..so HERE I AM…thanks to the wonderful ever so nice MILK TEA ! i can even hear the morning prayers by the muslims now..hahahha.. tell you..anws…i managed to finish up ’something’ on the comp tonite.. its for … hehe

owell..i better go try to toss n turn again..if not i’ll be a zoombie for sure at lunch with my college pals tmr !!